Thursday, January 29, 2009

Is is summer yet?

I just want it to be summer, I want to be home and be able to go to the beach. To drive with friends and sing stupid songs at the tops of our voices. I keep thinking about coming home early but I know I wont. My flat-mates are all moving out at the end of February. That is going to be hard for me, they are the only people I know here. And I really like them they are great people and I have been very lucky to be able to live with them. It just makes me sad and think how much easier it would be to leave early and go home. But I would always regret not being brave enough to see this through. When I started this plan, I did not think it would ever happen. I think a lot of those people close to me did not think it would happen. I was not sure if I could do it, but I have so far proved myself wrong and am very proud of myself for it. I have about 2 and a half months left on my visa and have some great travel planned in that time. Including my parents coming to visit for a week in march. This has been such a great and difficult time for me so far, I can not wait to see what else happens and know that I can do this in a different country not knowing anyone. I was not sure I could do that in the beginning. Hope everyone is well and miss you all loads. 
   Ang

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I am so proud of you Ang, hang in there, it will be totally worth it! I wish I could have done something like this before I became tied down to a job, apartment, etc. You have to do this stuff while you can so that when your old you can look back on all your fun memories. Just try to get out and meet new people - like in your dance classes, at school or when you go out with your flatmates. Then when they leave you'll have new people to spend time with. You're such a fun and amazing girl, you know you can do anything. I miss you dearly and can't wait for you to come home so I can see you, just enjoy the time you have there and it will fly by. I love you and am thinking of you always! <3